I USE TO BE THIS VERY OUTGOING GIRL WHO SPOKE WHAT EVER WAS ON HER MIND BUT NOW I HAVE CHANGED. INTO A PERSON WHO KEEPS TO HERSELF AND I DON'T LIKE IT. I TRY TO CHANGE BUT ITS LIKE SOMETHING IS THERE HOLDING ME BACK. SOMETHING CAUGHT IN MY THROAT OR SOMETHING IN MY HEAD TELLING ME NOT TO SPEAK. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'M LOST AND CONFUSED IN THIS WORLD FOR MORE THAN JUST THAT REASON. I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN FEELING MYSELF LATELY, LIKE SOMEBODY SUCKED ME OUT OF MY BODY. LIKE ITS JUST MY BODY WALKING AROUND LIKE A ZOMBIE. WHEN I LOOK IN A MIRROR I DON'T SEE ANYTHING IN MY EYES. ITS LIKE I'M LOOKING INTO BLACK HOLES THAT GO ON FOREVER. WHO EVER IS READING THIS CAN YOU PLEASE TRY TO HELP ME?
Saturday, July 4, 2009
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